I don't know why I feel inspired to write something today. Supposed to do up my CV for a supposed job search for the 3rd weekend in a row but I've just kept procrastinating it. Was at Sentosa the last 2 weekends but this weekend I spent my time juggling gym and my cafe.
I think it's more often than not people are baffled by my actions, thoughts and feelings. I think I come across as an extremely difficult person, "I don't want to have this, I don't want to have that" but I think some people don't take a step back to see why this is so.
As a person, I know what I want. I know what works for me and what doesn't. So why should I try something that I know doesn't work for me? It's wasting time. It's inefficient. This particular mind thinks a few steps ahead in everything.
But it can be bad sometimes because I miss out experiencing life. I miss new opportunities, new people, new friendships, but I think I'm just too tired to try.
My life is dictated by my feelings and these dictate my actions. I do things because I feel like it, not because I find some logical reason to do so.
For now, my life is very much stagnant because when I was at the age of 23, I more or less already figured out what I want in my life so I'm sticking to it.
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3 comments:
strange...i find it much easier to relate to your written words than to you in person... ;ppp
this feeling is same too ! dont know why ? Many times - wanted to speak with you at gym .. but dont seem to connect ?
glad to see tat u r still doing fine after so long. guess this is the new place where u write.
take care, dun get stress out from overwork and life routine. must learn to enjoy life too while making money. Cancerian like u needs lot of rest and time for urself.
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