Tomorrow I begin a new chapter in my life. Frankly, I do not know what to expect and I have absolutely no idea what lies ahead.
The previous chapter took its toll on me, mentally and emotionally. I realised there were many things that were more important than money, and never again would I sell my soul to the devil for some spare cash.
I don't think anyone can blame me, with less than 1 year working experience, being offered a job that would more than double my salary, and making that jump. It was a quick way out but I lost so many things, intangible stuff that no amount of money could ever make up for.
I lost everything that I loved so much. Friends, personal life, social life, personal time, freedom of speech, integrity, sleep, job satisfaction, and most importantly something I hold so dear.
But if not for my living hell, I may not have embarked on this LM journey. I needed an outlet, I needed to vent my frustrations, I needed a new challenge and I needed a passion. LM reignited that little spark into me and gave me something to look forward to.
New releases, quarterly workshops, filmings, self-improvement.
As I embark on my new journey, I will remember the lessons learnt and the experience. Some experiences are just too painful for me to take risks again, at least not for the Cancerians. Once bitten, twice shy.
I just wonder what lies ahead for me.
5 comments:
The end of one chapter is just the beginning of another. May you find back the things you once had, and much more.
There's always an 'unknown' factor in every new venture, esp. when it's going to be a new wkplace. You wont know until u take the 1st step isn't it.
Sounds familiar? I tot it came from you last time. ;) Gd luck.
I'm going !"£@$"@!# at 2am ... dunno y i deleted my own comment. :P
All the best.
Hope you won't lose your passion for LM classes!
A missed scene from "Forrest Gump"
Mom: Forrest, you know, life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get.
Little Forrest: Momma, then can I choose the flavors that I like, and put them in the box first?
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